I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you?
Look into the mirror whos inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today

What if i just wanted to break?
Laugh it all off
in your face?

I've got no plans in too much time
I feel too restless to unwind

tell me i'm nothing
tell me i'm nothing
because i know,
that i...
that i am not worth this.
i am not worth this
i'm face down
and i'm
i'm screaming
i'm screaming
i cant fucking breath!

But i dont know
How to save a life

I lied
I want him to save me

Be nice to everyone you meet
They're fighting a battle you know nothing about.

The key to life
is loving yourself
but doing that
is something
i could never do.

You never look at me the same
is it because i've changed?

You're a sea of lies and I've fallen in.

and you could find another love,
another girl to take you on,
but she wouldn't want you
half as much as this.

its getting harder to breath
I feel more alive than ever
and its a painful burn
my insides are crunching
skin is stretching
i hate the life i live
but i never
but i never
wanted a life
like this

And I'm looking through the glass where the light bends at the cracks; I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, pretending the echoes belong to someone, someone I used to know. And we become silhouettes when our bodies finally go

standing on the edge of tragedy
just waiting for someone to push me off

darling, you're allergic to honesty

you think that people
who harm themselves are selfish?
you think they're only
thinking of themselves?
well who are you
thinking about when you and your friends
point at your manicured fingers at them
and laugh

Why do you smile?

wait for the fall
shes falling.. falling
into maybe nothing at all

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

I've been trying to nod my head, but it's like I've got a broken neck

I wish I'd seen you as a little boy, without your armor to fend off the world. I would have taken you under my wing and protected you from everything so you wouldn't be so afraid to tell me what I need to hear.

I'm so scared that I'm going to forget the sound of your voice.

I asked you to stay beside me all through the years.
The death of this mess finally came around with no relief this year.
Congratulations; you just fucking disappeared.

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xoxo

Sometimes, you need to forget about what you want
and remember what you deserve.

its sprinkling outside
and im listening to the ring
im not stupid
we arent getting anywhere this way

my stomach is completely knotted up lovesick,
i want to cry & puke at the same time.

i beat myself up
so you dont have to

i'm sorry you never had a clue
but i'm still here
holding on
waiting
just...just for you

You never know how much you need your friends in life
until you look down the rope
and realize how many knots they've tied
just to keep you from slipping

Too many of us stay walled up
Because we're afraid to care too much about someone,
For fear the other person doesn't care as much
Or at all

and most of all
I'm scared to speak my mind
because i think if you knew
you'd just leave me

you would hate me if you knew.

These words will fad
But the meaning will never go away
I miss you
But you told on me
Do you really want to ruin my life?

She asked me if i had eaten, i said yes. how can she beleave me? Isn't it written all over my face? of course i haven't eaten!!! can't you hear me???

It broke. Now he hates me. I hate myself more. I never want to eat again.

"Hey, hipbones? hmmm?"
yes, thats right. hipbones...do you want to know why? because you make me feel like shit. i'm not worth food. i'm not worth your love. i know you hate me. why are you still here. you dont care.

I will reach 104. i will.
fucking watch me as i diminish into nothing.

i am nothing.

"i know you hate me."

"i'm begining to."

its the little monster in your head
that says you will feel better

and most of all
I'm scared to speak my mind
because i think if you knew
you'd just leave me

Sometimes i worry that the
only people who truly loved me
were the ones i rushed
away

the worst thing about starving
is the fact that
no matter how little you eat
how much weight you lose
you will never be good enough
for yourself

We are all pretenders.
Your best friend really hates your guts.

tell me lies, bring me to my knees.
tell me that i’m nothing, but everything you need.

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